Posts tagged diet

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Follow it? Long story short… this isn’t my original blog so it’s annoying when i want to reply or ask people things. It doesn’t come up as this blog

THANKS LOVELIES <3

I’m not being desperate. But I really do need some weight loss friends and some motivation

TIPS PLEASE? TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF!

Or most likely you won’t hear from me again until 2012 and I’ll be writing a post like the one I just wrote saying I’m like at 200 pounds or something

I’m actually very friendly :)

Love you all!

One’s company, two’s a crowd and three’s a party ;)

I need this

I’m back

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

I’ve changed. So much

I hate the person I’ve become

Again, I’ve turned to food for comfort. Ease. Luxury. Reassurance

Oh, how stupid am I. Stupid, stupid girl

Now I am at my very heaviest, and nothing in life is going the way I was planning it to

This is the first time I’ve been on Tumblr since my last post 2 months ago. Too ashamed to think about the happy past and the progress I was making towards my euphoria.

I’m scared for my future. 17 now… what I do now shapes what I will become.

I need change.

I’m here again. For good. To find my happy place again.

It all starts with my lifestyle. And my body

Here we go. Help me girls

That’s right girlies (and guys) this little failure has returned the the beautiful world of Tumblr. I’ve missed you all. It’s been what, well over 2 months since I came on here to give you my hypocritical words of wisdom and positivity, and in this time I have managed to gain 4.5kgs (or around 15 pounds). WELL DONE ME! Wow. It’s been a bumpy summer so far and I have turned to food food and more food for comfort. And it shows, my sister says I’m fat, my mum says I’m fat, I say I’m fat.

BUTTT there shall be a light at the end of this long and painful tunnel of weight gain! I am home for the first time in 10 weeks and I am back to routine and my previous healthy ways. Tbh, this weight gain was not as bad as the one I had in January/February, then I gained 10 kgs in 2 months eating the way I was eating this summer. I think it’s because my weight loss before was nowhere near as extreme as the one I had last winter in Octover/November. So this is proof to y’all that losing weight the healthy way is better, I’d rather but on 4.5kgs then 10 fucking kgs. STILL A FAIL THOUGH.

So this week I will not count calories religiously, as I am leaving again on Sunday to Portugal for 2 weeks and then I will go crazy again. Just cutting out all the chocolate and sweets and excess food which I do not need.

I would not be able to do this without you guys to keep me on track. This is my cry for help, anything will be greatly appreciated.

On a lighter note, this has been the best summer of my life. I have had so much fun. Found love with this boy, but we have this long distance thing going and it is SO ANNOYING how he lives on the other side of the world. Any of you out there doing the same thing? How do you deal?

Leave me a message I will reply to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! <3

i feel terrible binging has been crazy… like, everyday. its been going on for 8 days now. i feel unhealthy, full, i am getting spots on my face, my stomach is always playing up. i can’t stop eating. i know i have put on weight, i feel fatter, and my face is swollen. i dont purge, but i wouldnt be lying if i said i felt like it a couple times. when i go home (i’m away atm) i am terrified of stepping on the scales. absolutely petrified. if i have put on 8 pounds i wouldnt really be suprised. sorry for this negativity guys, i guess i just really need a (virtual) shoulder to cry on haha. when i’m in this mood its so hard to get out of it

feeling depressed. you know that feeling you get when there is nothing to do and you’re in a foreign country? well here i am. there is no-one here anymore. been going to mcdonalds every day without fail in the last week, today i walked there all by myself and ate 2 cheeseburgers and a chocolate muffin. sad thing is, i’m still hungry. food doesn’t satisfy me anymore. i’m going to order a pizza soon.

this is what boredom and missing people do to you. i miss my buddies.

i’m sorry i’m such a fail guys. i’m just not happy

Idk what to do. Last 3 days I have been binging (not like private binging episodes, just hanging out with my guy friends going to McDonalds every day). I have had a apple pie every day. You see, I am at a sports competition abroad (not gonna say where - not being cocky but i’m ‘famous’ in my sport so don’t wanna reveal too much) and I all of my friends are guys, which mean they eat soo much. I am playing matches so I guess I was exercising for like 4 hours yesterday… but still. I can’t bring myself to tell them I’m on a diet. I felt good about my body when I came here, and i dont wanna go back to hiding under baggy tshirts, I wanna keep on wearing my nice tight fitting tops! K so from TODAY I’m gonna eat HEALTHY… were gonna go to McDonalds again for sure… I’ll just get a drink or something I guess.

F is here (he really really likes) and he’s my best friend, i love him so much, but I really don’t know if we should hook up. I would actually be his first kiss, he doesn’t get around much. He’s got muchhhh better looking tbh, but if i got with him wouldn’t it be awkward afterwards?

IF ANYONE HAS BEEN IN THE SAME SITUATION AS I AM NOW PLEAAASE MESSAGE ME! Also, anyone got any tips to NOT get fat at McDonalds? I love you, followers <3

Yayy! It’s a 0.8kg loss since last tuesday… its healthy!

This means I have lost 6.6kg since beginning of March and 1.6 since I made this blog!

I’m flying today to Austria, hopefully won’t binge at the airport like I always do. I’ll be back to weigh myself in 2 weeks, let’s hope I’m in the 61s?! Wishful thinking!

I though I’d put up a few photo’s of me… this feels frickin scary!

Idk what my weight is atm… I’m weighing tomorrow!

^ this is me sucking in as much as possible. can you tell a difference between today and 2 weeks ago? V

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I’M SO NERVOUS, but excited at the same time! I worked pretty hard this week, and definitely feel skinnier. I hope I’ll be in the 63s tomorrow morning. If I haven’t lost I might cry :’(